| Tuesday, April 6, 2010 |
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its a week + away from guitar night and im FREAKING OUT! i'm super scared ): got stage fright.... how to sing in front of sooooooooooo many ppl ))): worst come to worst, i'm like falling sick ): i have a terrible headache, a SORE throat and i feeeeeel cold ): i scared i get fever ): sigh... SORE THROAT! of all weeks i get a sore throat now?! honestly, i dont know what i want. i say i dont wanna sing i wanna fall sick, but somehow, i want to sing too like you know quite fun (: but thanks to stage fright i refuse to... sigh school is getting stresser! so screw it! im soo tired! im falling sick, i feel stressed MYEs are coming , theres the concert and im falling sick... WTH screw it! argh! theres so many things to think about and now im sick! wow! screw it! seesh! well okay toodles! phoebe (: |
| Thursday, March 25, 2010 |
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hmm hey (: its been so long since i blogged... everythings been alright i guess and fine... hmm guitar concert coming soon and then im scared :/ oh wells |
| Sunday, March 14, 2010 |
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HAPY BIRTHDAY YUHERN & ELVIN (((: woooosh! ILOVEYOUPPL((: & KYLENE, I'LL SEE YOU IN AUGUST (((: WILL MISSS YOU! heyho(: ytd was POG 09 bbq but not a lot of ppl go )): haha but still it was quite fun lah (: haha elon kept disturbing me -.- stupid gay! haha! and IM NOT SCARED OF YOU PPL EVEN IF YOU'RE TALLER THAN ME CAUSE ALMOST EVERYONE IS heheheh! YOU LOSE! anyway, i feel a sigh of relieve as everything is cleared (: though i still do think of ...... ...... but well i feeeeel light and relieved after the letter :D heheheh! anyway, woohooo hols (: but welll one week NOT ENOUGH ); i have school practically almost everyday except tues ): sighs.... and when school starts, THE FIRST PERIOD IS PE ): HOW UNWELCOMING ): and they changed pe teacher ))): WHY!!! I WANT MR.CHAN ))): sighss.... and GOODBYE CHINESE TEACHER ): tmrw, going SJI for the so called day camp + rehearsals.... quite scared actually cause like you know have to sing ): *gulps in fear * i wonder who the guy is..... .... and i soo dont wanna go SJI its like SOOOOOOOO EARLY IN THE MORNING ))): sian! )): sigh cant go retreat either ): cause of my results ): nevermind, I SHALL WORK HARD FOR MID YEARS and then i will show my mother ! haha! and maybe SHE BRING ME GO SOMEWHERE DURING JUNE since i cant go retreat ): but seeing so many ppl not being able to go, i dont really feel like going anymore haha! well sad thing is BEA, DENISE, RACH, ABBY, AND i dotn know i think esna, THEY GOING! it'll be soo fun with them but i cant go )); BOOOOHOOO nevermind )): JIAYOUS PHOEBE (; hahah! mummy bought an iphone and im totally playing with it hah! well IM GOING TO MISS KYLENE )): xoxo phoebe (: |
| Sunday, February 28, 2010 |
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as febuary comes to an end, i hope the start of march would be good... i hope that everything improves... whether in school or personally. Todays sermon was really cute hahah! pastor ronald so cartoon (: dear john the movie was a bummer ): though the father dying was sad and i cried, the ending SUCK! and it was tooooooo draggy! story progresss tooooo slow you'll get bored esp for guys. the scenes also kinda didnt link abit lah ): but i guess it was okay... anyway, i really hope my mother allows me to go for the sabah/chiang rai either one! the mission trip! i really really really really really wanna go sooooo badly!!!! why cant she let me go ))): i'm praying sooooo hard! i wanna go soo badly!
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| Friday, February 26, 2010 |
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well as this week finally comes to an end, i'm so happy (: haha the talk did teach me how i should study and what kind of person i am. which is good (: with great powers comes great responsiblities and well yeah (: i can do it (: i must say that to running man ! haha (: i will! i'm going to watch dear john tmrw... i cant wait man (: i hope its a gooood show (: haha well okidoki i'm going to sleep now (: byessss xoxo, phoebe (: i hope that one day i would be able to find a class that actually accpets me for who i am and not for who i must be to fit with them. (: |
| Monday, February 22, 2010 |
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man this blog is really died! haha! anyway, ytd in church. it impacted me alot. loving your neighbour. knowing that i have so many friends supporting me behind was really great. i dont know if i can survive in school but i have to, and just like what bea and denise said, "stay strong and never give up" i dont have a choice! hah! so i will and i will do my best (: school is meant to be there for studying, not made to make friends all over singapore. i guess there are ups and downs in life but knowing that i still have friends out there behind me giving me support and to not give up, it's tough but i guess its possible. just hand my time to God. i'm sure he'll make everything better and if they hate me, i'll love them twice more! the more they hate me, the more i'll love them. even my sister talked to me about it and prayed for me. life may not be easy and i dont know how or what to do, i've done everything i can and i'll just have to leave the rest in the hands of God. sometimes i really feel like changing school... but thinking back, how i've been given a chance to go to TT, would totally be a waste if i changed school. yeah maybe the ppl there are mostly like this but i know that God is beside me everyday and there to guide me through tough times. it's hard but i'm sure i'll pull through. " so do not fear, for i am with you; do not be dismayed, for i am your God. i will strenghten you and help you; i will uphold yo"u with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10 |
| Friday, February 5, 2010 |
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its already feb manss... woah... so fast mans haha! valentines day is coming ... school has been quite sress actually... really ... very stressed.... but im coping (: so yeapp... haha thanks for helping me guys(: shalalala... well xoxo phoebe (: |