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Friday, February 27, 2009

okay firstly i wanna reply to my tags!

KELLERRRRRRRRRRR ONGGGGGGGGGGGGG
you are pretty lah dont degrade yourself!
and see your names in caps now hahahahahahaha!
:D love you and thanks for all the jia yous in msn arh!!!!

okay
to the day:

today we did ridiculous things...
we had english in the first two periods and did a crossword puzzle for the first period and went to the library for the other period and i borrowed a SCANDALICIOUS BOOK! hahaha it's SCANDALOUS! :O

then headed for PE and had running bleah bleah bleah yeah then we headed to soccer playing~

andddd it was a TYPICAL BIMBOTIC SOCCER GAME!
hahah cause as we play, our class bonded again butttttt
as the ball came, everyone kick the ball and scream at the same time like scream as in scream on a high pitched volume hahaha it was super funny!
then the funniest of all was me! EMBARRASSING MUCH!

the ball came to me and i know i suck at soccer but i still tried haha i kicked the ball buttttt when i look down, i kicked the air instead THE BALL WAS STILL ON THE FLOOR AND DIDNT MOVE! hahaha i kicked the air! and the other funny thing is that the teacher kicked the ball and it flew super high and it was over my head and it was coming down... i dodge and ran away and everyone started laughing including me!
i couldnt stop laughing at both incidents! haahhhahaha really i laughed till i had stomache pain! sooooo remember dont play soccer with me cause i SUCK! hahahahah...

then math same got kept back during recess and yes drank my drink to make myself full cause i had no time to eat as i needed to change into my blouse to feel refreshed and everyo9ne say i smell like JOHNSONS BABY MILK BATH?
haha yeap it's true! i bathe with johnsons baby milk bath and apply johnsons baby milk lotion for smooth skin especially to prevent me from having rashes haha... yeap! i smell MILKY!!!!

yeap and the school passed on normally and left for home... yeah it was another normal school day except for the soccer part! haha

Thursday, February 26, 2009

HEYY MY FELLOW EARTHLINGS/ALIENS/BOOGGGERBURGERS!

hahaha i'm in my high normal crazy self right now haha as you can tell by the starting of this post!

okay lets reply some tags!

MELISSA!

yeap hike was fun but tiring man!!!! you super fit girlfriend dont feel tired at all!!! ahha loveyou!

JANELLA!

yeapp!! your name is in caps in the post haha and it is now again! hahahaha loveyou!

MIRABEL!

after i see mel's tagboard i understand why you were blocked haha you totally spammed her tagboard hahahha were you like super bored... lol hhaa loveyou!

and now the tagging replys have come to an end! *TADAAAA!*

okay today was okay!~ i went to school reluctantly ahha cause i was freaking tired! seesh i didnt want to go to school today but i still did!

so i went to school half dead and became high half way through, though i was tired, i still had fun like my normal days haha...

okay then stayed back for honours day rehearsals cause i performing with my cca... so boring mannnn

then went to buy my favourite bubble tea! MANGO ICE-BLENDED WITH NATA DE COCO AND RAINBOW JELLY AS TOPPINGS! YUMMY!!!

haha yeah then headed home of course haha...

hahahahahhahaa

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

haha

okay i dont know what to post about now! haha well all i can say is that ... wait nevermind. i forgot what i was going to say haha...

i'm going to paint my art piece now... and if you realised that i have not been using short forms in this post because i need to start speaking in proper english ahha for fun :D

♥love you all!

phoebe!♥♥♥

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

i am confessing that i'm TIRED, HAVE HURTING LEGS & BLISTERS ON MY LEG!!!!!!!!!!!

okay to day i had general leadership program...(glp)

here is how it goes!:

it started off as going to school in the morning same time as usual,

going to class wearing my house tee and my 3/4 pants...

headed for assembly then went to ava for briefing...

we then met our trainers and drew a flag and made a group cheer and name... my group consisted of audrey,shermaine,gemma,alexa,melissa,zenia,samantha and hazel.

and our trainer was linda! and we came up with the name of our group called, CHOCOLATE RUSH!

headed out of school and took 163 from toa payoh interchange and dropped of at somewhere near bishan i think...

then started walking... we walked and walked and walked metres and metres climb and climb go down slopes again and again...

it was soooo steep!!!!!!!

okay yeah we walked 15-18 km in total! super alot can!!!!! napfa only 2.4 leh! hahaha it was super tiring and it wasnt fun... all we could do is walk and drink water...

we couldnt eat along the way cause of the stupid MONKEYS!!! and we couldnt have our lunch till we reach our destination which we reached at 2pm!!!!!! we were starving...

buttttt somehow, the walking and the tiredness, made us hungry but we weren't in the moood to eat at all...

i hate it... it was freaking tiring lah!

now at home i just dont wanna get out of my sit and just stay there until i go lie on my bed and sleep.... my legs hurt and my feet have 2 blisters seesh!!!!!!

haha but good thing the blisters werent sooo bad.... jsut a few days, it'll disappear... haha

buttt i find it fun as well...why you ask? cause i gotta spend time with my friends! haha it was sooo funn spending time with them... hahaha i love you all ppl:DDD

oh and thanks shermaine and zenia haha cause i almost fall and you guys pulled me up the steep thingy before i fell to the ground haha thankies:D

and thanks to everyone in the group! though we complained and nagged and all, we helped each other get passed the forest/jungle/"monkey heaven"and when we reached our destination we were all relieved... it's been fun working together:D and of course thanks to our trainer linda!!! ahha though your facial expression keep making us THINK that we're going the wrong way but it's correct! hahaha

yeap at home just ate it's 8.34pm right now! and i'm freaking tired and i feel like sleeping so nights ppl i shall sleep super de duper early today! i have noooo energy left at all i feel half dead! man..... haha okk nights...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

i'm feeling better today i have to go sleep like now cause i have general leadership programme tmrw and it's a full day thing from 7.45 am to 5pm i have to go now cause it's 11pm and my mum will scold so yeah... i'll make this short... thanks everyone for cheering me up today i'm fine now... i'm hyper active today form all the chocolates i had in the MORNING so i had a sugar rush today and apart from that, i became super high cause almost all of my teachers didnt com today so yeah we had like super fun today cause it was super free haha but had hist test it was okay lah! haha okk gtg byeee eeeeee loveyou all i'll post tmrw more about the glp(GENERAL LEADERSHIP PROGRAMME) i'll specifically tell you what happened there, what we will be doing and stuff cause i dont know until tmrw :O haha okk byeee

loads of love,

phoebe (phoebs) :DD

Monday, February 23, 2009

oh phoebe! stay strong! don't cry for such stupid reasons! i know it's not hard to forget and get over it... but just stay strong phoebe!

i ruined the whole day just for you! i went emo in class! i cried in class without being realised but i was gloomy the whole day thanks to you! i cant believe i still cant get over you!

it's useless just wasting my precious tears for you!

why why! why cant i just get over you already!

trying to force myself to stay strong is soo difficult!

dang it! i hate this stop it phoebe! stay happy!!!

mel, lexy sorry i made you guess worried and stuff it really isnt your fault lah it's his... yeah... sorry! iloveyou too thanks for the cheer up letter mel, lexy and samantha and thanks everyone for trying to cheer me up today!

thanks keller, janella for lending me a listening ear as well... it helped loads!

if "YOU" are reading this, i am really sorry! it isnt my fault she got jealous! it's not my fault that she decided to leave you!!!

i'm sorry if you hate me yes, i love you as my brother and as you know what! but it doesnt mean i have to tolerate this! i hate you right now!

but still, you left me alone! no more talking on the phone at night with you! gone literally! i don't know what to do without you! all my problems are all rapidly gathering inside my life, my heart, my brain! just because you're gone!?

i just want to cry! cry everything out! though i cried in class without many knowing! still it isnt feeling relieved at all not one bit!

on the other hand, i cant freakishly get along with my mum! !^@!^@!*@%@ one day i ask for one day! we cant even get along seesh! wads wrong with writing on my OWN table! it's mine! wth!!!

freako WTH!!!

horrible day, terrible day,

i cant take it no more! arghhhhh

just want to hide in a stone! just wanna talk to someone on the phone~ i really need someone right now! someone who is just perfect for that job! i know the answer who but i dont wanna disturb her... seesh

loads of love,

phoebe!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

LONGEST POST EVER~~~~~~~
haha okay i went to miyuki's church last night... i had fun but it was quite scary as well...i'll give you the full details okay! i seldom give full details cause i'm lazy to type butttttttt this is really a must to describe to everyone i know and i'm sorry to all P.E teachers now i understand why running is really helpful haha... you'll see....

after school ended!~

it all started when i went home to go bathe before i leave to meet miyuki and friends to go to her church, trinity@adam rd. when i reached home, i couldnt find my key and realised i didnt bring it out of my house i was shocked and sad at the same time cause if i didnt have my key, i'll be stuck outside and will have to go to miyuki's church smelly ahahhaa...
then i called my mum and dad & my dad just rushed home from work, open the door and left for work again! THANKS DADDY!

at home!~

went to bathe and headed out

at toa payoh hub!~

reached toa payoh hub at 6 pm, because miyuki's cca havent ended, pei li and i headed to macs for dinner as we were starving! then miyuki and victoria came to macs to meet us the miyuki called some ppl and we left for her church. reached her church and met ppl~

at the church!~

somehow, miyuki's friend brought hannah from my church to miyuki's church too haha what a surprise man! met keller, she added me in facebook though i didnt know her and i gotta know her haha haha... okay went into the church and met JANELLA!!! haha it's been long!!!! the first time hearing janella sing :O cool!!!! haha through the skit, i got to know janella's sister, jolena! haha she and janella are sooo alike! haha okay then i met some ppl that looked really familiar cause of ij fiesta last year janella brought them to ij so i got to meet them and though i forgot their names, i can recongise their faces.example, i remembered lester but he forgot me~ haha then i remember got the shocking backside man but cannot rmb his namea....oh he's called mark haha (thanks keller for the reminder haha)... and i remembered ruth but she dont remember me le haha...

after the service!~

headed to macs at serene centre then i went to get island cremery~!~!!!! cookies & cream and nutella!~!!!!!!! yummy!!!

scary part!

then we were bored so we kinda headed to botanic gardens for fun but i didnt wanna go i was scared it was sooo freaking dark can! we entered, me,miyuki, victoria, pei li and keller. we walked for a while and we turn back and saw this bunch of guys. they were shinning green torch lights and we didnt know who they were we thought they were some kind of bad ppl who is gangster and one of us scream and knowingly, that we were all girls, we screamed and ran super fast.i have never screamed sooo much with all my might and i have never ran without feeling tired cause we were running for our lives and it was dark as well... we finally got out of the botanical gardens and we just breathed and just ran to the macs at serene centre again to feel more protected as it was really crowded there~ we ran and ran~

in macs after the scary botanicals garden!
we walked to macs but while walking, we suddenly heard a person step on the drain and it was an old man and we turn behind and suddenly screamed and ran to macs! hahah the poor old man must have felt blur and like he must be wondering what he did to scare us haha but actually no we scared ourselves cause we were still trembling from botanical gardens!
we went into the macs and keller and miyuki suspect that , that was their church friends and went to ask them and they all said no and they asked javian and javian was like a...a... no! haha sooo fake can! so we didnt believe that it was NOT them~ we sat down and talk some almost cried but didnt but in fact, we laughed~haha we learned that never ever go to dark places without guys and just a group of girls! haha
we decided to go home and keller got her dad to pick her up! and the rest of us waited for the bus and scaredly too haha...caught the last bus
yes we reached home and safely home~

to the teachers of PE~~~
i now understand when you say to imagine someone chasing you to rape you/ beat you up... i now know how it is like to be chased and to be running for your life... cause through this we experienced it... haha

a sign of relieve~
we finally found out who it was...it was javian dont know him but miyuki and keller knows haha)'s friends not javian but his friends... though we were scared, we are kinda glad to know that it's them cause if it was really a gang who was from outside, we would be afraid! haha and now i will never ever gooo to botanical garden at night again!

okay thats all so remember ppl dont ever go out late at night alone, all girls and no guys and no adults and no older ppl cause it's CREEPY!!!! thank God it was miyuki's church ppl if not we would have never know what might happen haha and also thank God we had keller if not we would have ran in deeper into botanical gardens haha...keller you're like our directory haha thanks !:D hahaa
it was scary but entertaining though hahahaahahahah...

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

i'm still a little blur today :( don't know whats going on with me lah...

today guitar, we had the stupid syf check again...then the teacher said i cannot!!!!!! ! @*#@#$%&^% i wanna join syf! as in cause i wanna go see whats the feeling like... in primary school, when i'm p3, not fit to be in the main band yet soo i cant go for syf ..in primary 5, the stupid instructor said that we were not ready and now i got a chance and just cause i forgot a small part you said no! wth! sorry if i get too pissed here cause i'm venting my anger!
i wanna go syf haah i know surprising but i do haha i want to... though i dont love guitar cca loads but i want to experience! haha for the sake of experiencing...seesh!
i feel like screaming and just argh arpikmlrawg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !@#$%^%Q!@#$%^&%$#@!#$%

CALM DOWN PHOEBE! CALM DOWN!

well, i'm not only pissed with that, i'm pissed with myself! i just cant tell you why i am pissed with myself though sorry! i just cant!

i feel like going counselling well, for my own reasons that you dont need to know!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

first of all i wanna say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILYN!!!! LOVEYOU!
HEYY! my dead blog has been awaken and back into life again! it's living again! so please tag me sooo that my just awaken living blog wont be sooo dead again haha...if you want me to link you, just tag me okay oh and remember i will start linking when i'm free and if i'm not free, i'll see if there are alot of request to link, i'll do it immediately if not, i'll find time to do so okay!
okay back to today's post!

MELISSA! dont be sad okay! smile more dont think about anything okay just remember i'll always be here for you my girlfriend!iloveyou!

today was horrible!i had no idea what had gotten into me! my brain was a blank after history lesson..after history lessons, it was suppose to be science. i somehow, jsut started packing my bag and i took my books heading to the locker...devaki then look at me and say, what are you doing? then i saw their science book and realised it was science and had to go to the lab... :O i was sooo blur! then after that, whole class stayed back for class meeting and i'm glad they had a class meeting our class this year really is bonding! and i'm happy that the ppl who used to hate me, hate me NO MORE!!! :DDD

after class meeting,hugged mel and went to interchange with jazlyn,liyi,michelle and alicia. headed to the bus and went home.

got off the bus and somehow i just suddenly stand at the bus stop thinking where i was about to go...and like HOME like duh! but somehow i forgot?! then headed home.

just a while ago, i wanted to make ribena to drink and i took a cup and put it on my table. then i ook out the ribena syrup and i saw the cup and realise inside got water...i thought it was a few drops of tap water so i just tilt it over on the table and water just gushed out...it was the wrong cup. then after like 10 seconds i like oh! wrong cup then cleaned up and made my ribena... i dunno wads wrong with me... i keep being sooo blur today! i had enough sleep last night but somehow i dunno! my mind is jsut a blank piece of white background now... nothing is going on in it... besides God, nothing... nothing!
until now i still dunno why i'm sooo blur... i dunno what am i daydreaming about...

someone help! i dunno whats wrong... no one can ever answer my question besides God but i seriously am blur right now i just feel like sleeping... oh welll....... another boring day but with my loving friends:D
iloveyou mel! and yes shermaine miss you too :D ahha!
loadsalove! ttyl i'll be posting almost everyday if not at least once a week i promise!

Saturday, February 7, 2009

sorry i didnt post for like a million long days/weeks baby!~ i was too caught up with facebook haha i can never get tired of it!

okay just cut my hair till shoulder length and now my ponytail is like a dogs tail hahahahahha no kidding! oh and i cant wait for march holidays!!!!i'm gonna make a mini movie with my CHRUCH BESTIES! i love you all :D muacks;)

this few days, i just figured out my likable word is SCANDALICIOUS i like it not for the meaning ewwww but i like it cause of the pronounciation and the accent the word can be said with ahha :DDD

oh and i got into the syf selected names group of ppl yipee yeah! i have never been to syf before cause 1) primary 2 i just started band so not up to standard. 2) primary 5 band not ready :( and now sec 2 i can get to go but it's not 100% i must work hard memorise and play the guitar hard too until i get a good standard cause there's no time! syf is in APRIL!!!!!!!!

i love school now! cause i just found out that i do have wonderful friends in school unlike last year where everyone was like I HATE YOU AND YOU HATE ME! hahaha i love my friends now:D they are all really nice ppl and i'm glad i know now cause it's not too late! i hope we end up in the same class and subjects next year too darling friends!!!

i have so much to say! okay from now i promise you i'll post at least once a week alrighty! :D smiles always my litte and biggy friends i love you one and all :D MUACKS! XOXO

MUACKALICIOUS BABY! ;)