Life

Saturday, December 26, 2009

okayy! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! HAHAH SORRY ITS LATE BUT I WAS BUSY AND COULDNT USE THE COM HEH HEH

anw, ytd went to converse warehouse sale and i saw esna and jon(: hahha! HELLO (:
haha and my whole family together we spent 309((:
hahah happy happy! WE GOT SHOESS! WHOO

okay today, went to sentosa met, deb lock first then met phyllis, marc, jet, adam, enan. haha yeaps went there played then go phyllis chalet slack as it rained ): haha oh well but had fun lah! CRAPPED WITH ACCENTS and enjoyed (: haha! yeapyeap funn (((: oh and i got a bigggg tan! PAIN & RED BUT YIPEE I GOT TANNED (: hahha

okidoki gotta go (: t0odles then
will blog soon soon soon (((:
lovesloves
xoxo
phoebe!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

hey peeps(:
christmas is coming!!!
anw,
camy auditions are coming and IM LOSING VOICE!????? OH MY CRAPIMOLLEY! HOW?!
ahhhhh

DEAR LORD ,
PLEASE LET ME HAVE MY VOICE BACK...

i'll pray (: and pray for me to have courage and not be nervous during any auditions IN MY LIFE. haha! i need my voice i need my voice!
eat pipagao and drink loads of water and no! no! no more screaming haah!

ppl auditioning for camy jiayous ((:
and and I GOT HEEEELS AHHA! THANKS MELLY (:<33

OKOK GOTTA GO PRACTISE NOW TOODLES!

Monday, December 21, 2009

HELLO!(: CHRISTMAS IS COMING IN LIKE 4 DAYS!!! GOSH GOSH SOO (((: HAPPY LEH
HAAH

i miss ppl ): school ppl): church ppl who are now overseas ))): i feel so bored without them ):
sian

you know GETTING GUYS GIFTS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DIFFICULT NEH! ):
haha
oh wellll.... haah
boohoo neh im falling sick ): rawr! i dont wanna get sick ))): i got headache and slight flu and i feel a sore throat coming ))):
oh wells toodles
and
MERRY CHRISTMAS (:

Thursday, December 17, 2009

rhema 09' is over man! FINALLY! hahaha
abby and vicvic did a great job being emcees! haha THEY WERE SOOOO ADORABLE!
the videos were just totally embarrassing but fun haha! nonsensical! and meaningful! hahaah!
rhema was fun ((: haha met quite a few new ppl and got to know ppl i already know BETTER (:

on the second night, during alter call, i cried like buckets! haha but THANKS deborah tay, phyllis, abby, denise for praying for me (((: THANKYOU! haha i received the presence of the holy spirit and it feels awesome! God spoke to me that night... i was really happy! oh and and thanks joel and sean (i think it was sean) haha for giving me TISSUE hahahah! oh and i know it's joel cause i saw haha! and could recongize by the hand haha!
thanks (:

i had an awesome time during rhema and the speaker was AWESOME! HAHA
oh and and ushering was funnn (((: though it was quite tiring! ):
hahah but it's okay IT WAS FOR THE LORD (:

i thank God that rhema was a success and awesome! haha (((:

okayyy my body is sore): and aching )): and i'm quite tired so tooodles then! BYEEE

toodles
xoxo
phoebe!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

phrase for the day!
today's phrase for the day is:

"DEPRESSED PEOPLE EAT ICE CREAM SLOWLY!"

thats my phrase for the day! & ppl who says who say so that depressed ppl eat ice cream slowly, I SAY SO!

i feel awfully fatter this week ): I ATE LIKE 4 FLAVOURS OF ICE CREAM IN 4 DAYS!

sunday : COOKIES & CREAM + NUTELLA FROM ISLAND CREMERY

monday & wednesday: RUM & RAISIN ICE CREAM

tuesday: SOYA ICE CREAM

I KNOW! ITS SOOOOOOOOO FAT RIGHT! BUT ITS OKAY(: IT'LL BE BURNED LATER (:

i think i'm depressed... i suddenly keep having the urge to eat a tub of ice cream... weird huh?! and it all started on sunday! the day i became sad... so i guess its true... but it'll all end soon (: haha! no worries hotachokies (: but whatever....

oh wells wells.... haha

toodles now (:

xoxo

phoebe!

Monday, December 7, 2009

07122009, monday.
today i spent the day at home. stonning again.
my mother just called me to start A math tuition, i'm not prepared mentally yet! and obviously i cant tell her why... coz she'll kill me if she knows why. and she just screamed to me on the phone!
wth!

i feel like an ant being squashed by a pile of rocks! im just not ready to start yet! nothing will be able to sink in! i mean like seriously...

breakdown ytd, today i'm not okay emotionally and i'm still thinking of things and suddenly she ask me to go for A math tuition? like c' mon seriously! can't we just start after rhema? or christmas? i dont want to start now! i have soo many things in my head and i'm really paranoid now! God save me.

hate my life hate my life hate my life!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

hey everyone. thanks for the relink (:

if you realised that i have deleted all the previous 25 post of my life, cause i didnt want to remember anything that happend this past few weeks/months. im sick and tired of everything that has been going on in my life.
i give up. i swear i do. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm not mad or anything lah i'm just totally paranoid with my life. thats all.
wish them both a happy happy little relationship then (: as long as you're happy.

ANYWAY , TODAY
went to trinity @ adam rd. i reall y kinda like it there. i feel like i've been free from my own ppl. you know like i dont have to put on a mask infront of them. afraid that they will never accept me for the way i am. though i felt a little awkward at trinity cause i dont know anyone but there were people who made me feel welcomed (: sorry but it's just me lah. I'M SHY ):
anyway my mother wont allow me to change church even if i asked. so im not gonna bother asking her for now. i guess i'll go to trinity like in the middle of a month. like at least a week per month i guess. i know its not good but since i cant move permantnantly, that's the least i could do to figure out somethings. yeah (:

well okay i shall end here for today. i dont really feel like blogging bout anything right now. so yearh .
i feel like i'm gonna blow... i swear! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i'm currently watching the spd charity show. it's so sad ): they are so poor thing. my daddy gonna call (:
i realise they have been borned like that, they try and perservere to survive, to keep going on and me? i'm just wasting my life doing stupid things not appreciating what i have and the life i have been given without any disabilities. i'm soo conplaciant(however it's spelled.)

okay back to stuff, i wish you guys a happy long relationship(: be happy.

loves xoxo,

phoebe.