| Friday, July 31, 2009 |
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i'm blogging from school now woots! hahha (: haha okay i am freaking bored lah hahha :P anyway cannot wait for NO ONE ELSE BABAY! hahaha its gonna be damn funn lah... likelike WOOOTSS hahahahaaaa (((((: okay hmmm i just needa say something mans... like i really have too but might be damn obvious lah but anyway i cannot say it until soo obvious lah soo oh mannnn!!! welll hmmm... i dont know just have to express something here but i think i decided not to cause kinda obvious already and saying obvious is already obvious man hahaha .. ok i'm even confusing myself man goodness me hehhheh! ANDREA KENDOZA KOH! yesyes i love you too dear hahah thanks for the hugg (: it's gonna be added in my huggs countdown hahh (: loves lovess (: MUACKS! ohoh and must reply my letter alrgihts (: hahha love you! okay just made a stupid blog for english and it's not gonna be linked or gonna be read by any of you cause its for school purposes and its stupid! haha what a joke haha (; had to use perfect english well it'd be awkward if i actually started typing perfect english here and i wont be used to it soo like yearh ahhaha :P
i don't know the song has been stuck in my head for quite sometime.. maybe it has a meaning?! i don't really know why it's stuck in my head haha... :/ there's still so much things flowwing around my head... ppl ask me not to think too much, well you think i want to?! argh! gosh bleahzx! eewwwww hahha :P ok i'm going recess now gotta go now haha will post at home again alrights (: LOVES! |
| Wednesday, July 29, 2009 |
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helloo my fantabulous friendsz! hahahaa... first of all i wanna tell you that ILOVE YOU MY FANTABULOUS ANDREA KOH! AHAHA YESYES YOU'RE AWESOME AND HERE IS YOUR AWESOME POST BY YOUR O-SO AWESOME FANTABULICIOUS FRIEND PHOEBE!!! (: YESYESS I OWE YOU A HUG HAHA TMRW OKK ((((: HAHA anw, today woke up at 8am and then went running at 8.30am (: haha and yes i didn't oversleep i actually woke up to run ! WOOTS! soo yeahh went running and well have been losing weight this few days and its like AWESOME! haha ok lets just hope tmrw i'll be able to pass 2.4 yeah (: thanks for all the encouragements ppl (: haha ok now i'm like rotting at home cause today also got mc and im ok (: hahaa feeling better already and guess what i regain my energy and not feel tired alreadies mans...! (: happyhappy! ok now. a prayer i need to pray !
i also would like you guys to pray for my daddy and for mel to get well soon (: pray that my daddy will not have any medical issues. and that he will be ok (: and mel to get well from her fever! (: thanks love you guys loads! |
| Tuesday, July 28, 2009 |
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ok wrote 2 poems during cell on sunday haha it kinda popped into my head.. debdeb says its cheesy lol... poem 1: SMILE (:
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hey... today got send home at 9.45am from school cause i was coughing lol... anw, went to the doctors and got a mc for today and tmrw (: hahaa okk anywa now im damnn happy let me tell you why! : i was listening to a song... then i kinda thought bout alot of stuff... though i've changed, became more emotional and sensitive, i realised that i was soo blessed and i thank God for that... the song & my thoughts made me realise how many wonderful friends i have around me... though i have many friendship probs and stuff, they've always been there for me (: and the new friends i made (: made me realise i have more good friends to come by... whether in school or church ((: found friends who actually understood and care for me... maybe life isnt that bad i guess though im still thinking about a lot of stuff but i do thank God for this wonderful friends i've found (: getting to know the ppl that i just knew not long ago from church, brought hope for me (: hahaa... it showed me that there were ppl caring for me (: and i feel blessed by it hahaaa yuhern aka kor was always there for me when i needed (: like the best older brother you can ever have (: gordon a good friend you can always count on (: he'll understand when it comes to complications(: deborah~ the older sister you can have ahha close and sweet friend (: she'll be there when you need her hahaa always happy and cheerful to cheer your day up! david liu ~ the little bro you can have hahaaaaa... nonsensical and funn ! hahaa bored? wanna have fun? go to him haha full of nonsense can cheer your day upp (: beatrice~ the awesome best friend you can ever have! she'll be there when you need her... need a hug?! go to her haha she'll cheer up your day with her funny self (: and all my other church friends! ALL LOVABLE AND FUNN (: AND PPL YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON! GOT ALOT MORE BUT IM DROWSY NOW AND LAZY TO TYPE SOO YEAHH JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU! AND YES THE YOU IS "YOU WHO'S READING THIS BLOG POST NOW (:" MELISSA CHOW!~ the best girlfriend you can ever have SCHOOL PPL LOVE YOU TOO (: |
| Sunday, July 26, 2009 |
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ok life has been like suckish... life stinks... people say that i've changed... ... ... they said that i've been more sensitive and emotional... i dont know... they say i might be having depression and all but i really dont agree... okk this is like ARGHINGGGGGGGGGGGG like ok like... everything, has been HORRIBLE! everyone spreading... everyone knows, im worrying bout ppl, everythings in my heart and i'm gonna blow! I SHOULD GO COUNSELLING! ok i have too i really wanna die le! its painful and confusing and arghhhhhhh i cant concentrate in school and my brain is blank and stuff!!! goshhh okk im just totally fustrated now soo yeahh sorry ppl just ignore me now okk! loves! :/ |
| Saturday, July 25, 2009 |
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i've been wondering and ever since, i'm really worried for you dear. please, i'm here for you dear... please everyone is worrying bout you... you dont tell me or anyone anything now... dont keep it to yourself... it's not good... dear... i dont know whats going on but i know it's not right... you've changed... and yes i've changed i admit but we just ain't that close anymore dear... whats wrong... i think we just need to sit down and talk dear. i dont know what has been going on with your life or anything but i know it aint good cause you've changed into another person... and i'm really worried bout you... i may not seem to but just know that i'm here for you ok?! dont run away from your troubles dear... i dont want you to end up like how i did. yes you've been through more than me but i know how it feels dear... i do... i'm the sort where i run away from my troubles i hide... i dont solve it, i dont fight it, I RUNAWAY... i'm that sort... soo please dear... dont do this... seriously if you need to talk i'm here. i'm not gonna force you or anything just to let you know that I AM HERE for you... ok? iloveyou dear... phoebe (: |
| Thursday, July 23, 2009 |
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HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO GORDON... hehheh wanted to post it ytd but i came home at 10.30 and my mama scolded me soo i didnt dare to on com soo i shall do it today then hehheh... anyway i already wished him at 12.01am on 22072009 (: soo i'm still the first to wish him ahahahaa... NEXT: HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO MIYUKI TOO (: LOVE YOU!~ okk anw today i was damnnn high dunnoe why! soo today after school, stayed back for literature class drama thingy haha i had fun haha casue i totally went high for like nth haha :P soo today i'm in a good mood quite rare aahahaha... okk ytd ytd damnn funn tooo went to debdeb's house after school and like "study" at least i did like 2 part of a question ok! hahaa then went out to the playground with yuhern, deb, david and met gordon there... mmhmmm played and went to the pool and they started throwing here and there and casue i wearing school uni they cannot throw me in MUAHAHAHA! then i sat there and sing... they splash water i scream! [IT RHYMES!] anw then did crunches and push ups with debdeb and ate dinner and headed home haha thats why soo late then go home :P haha sorry mummyy ahha :P soo today yeapp funn ytd also funn hahaha lalalla okk i'm like highing now no reason's why haha... lalalala.... rare to be in this mood soo treasure it i guess?! BODY ACHE! okk loves! byesssss GOODBYEE ALL YOU SEXY PPL READING! :) |
| Monday, July 20, 2009 |
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ok on the 18 july 09, woke up at 9am... david liu called me ahhaa... then packed everything, ate breakfast, changed and waited for yuhern... yuhern came at around 10.30 around there... then packed all the prezzies and headed to take a cab down to david's place haha... reached there at around 11.30 and then headed out to basketball court at 12. then yh and david played bball and cause i scared of ball they bounce the ball to me instead of throwing to me haha how nice haha(: then i shot somee hoops and yeahh ahaha (: then headed bacck to david's house and ate lunch... then debdeb, me, yh and david headed out for tiong and then to gordon's house (: AT GORDON POON'S HOUSE :) ~ ppl played rockbandd and i started singing lol... soo i played lahh then i kinda lost my voice cause of singing lol and i sang rubbish for most of the song cause i didnt know the song lol... ~ everyone slowly then started arriving... church ppl, vs ppl, his primary school ppl then we headed down to the pool there... ~ then had the intro circle thingy dunnoe lahh ask gordon... then went to play lah... practically almost everyone got wet lahh yeahh then like stupid gordon poon pulled me and pushed me into the pool and then bea got wet and slowly everyone... ~thenn deb deb went to help at bbq-ingg and i was stonning lah hahaaa... then gordon pools me into water again ): and yeahh we then went to get whipcream and we smashed it on gordon and abby! sorry abby! ahhaa... ~then splash coke and HL chocolate milk on ppl and they were splashing cold water on ppl too and i got splashed and it was FREEZING COLDDDDD!!!! ~ then erm yuhern was doing the stupid nobody dance lol ~soon we started to clear up a little... then ppl started to leave and then we went to cut the cake before more ppl left and smashed a few pieces into gordon's face lol... looks creepy hahaa...then ermm yeahh ~ everyone took picspicss and gordon walked wei yang, samantha and claudia to the mrt and we (the rest of the ppl left aka only the church ppl hahaaa ) ~ while clearing up, debdeb, bea and i were putting flowers on our hair no idea why then suddenly just kept talking in accents... debdeb was indian, beatrice was filipino, i was british, kezia was chinese from china... lol damnn funn lahh ~ headed up to gordon's house and waited for him while waiting, we played rockbandd and i sang till no voice again lol... then after a while, headed up to the roof graden to play truth or dare. ~ ok yeahh aint gonna describe truth or dare cause you dont wanna know hehheh... yeapp ~ then we left at 12 + around there and i went to bea's house to sleepover! (: i bathed then bea bathed then yuhern "the awesome" and gordon the "jun pyo hyung" called and we talked till 2 am and went to sleep cause energy was low haha played too much hahaa. __________________________________________________ yup was fun fun funn.. (:(:(: I HAD A BLASTTTT HAHAHA (: loveya<3> |
| Sunday, July 12, 2009 |
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today went to gordon's house after church watched silent hill which was stupid! soo yeahh went back home... and i am just soo i dont care anymore! yeahh so talked to gordon bout it and yeahh its totally out and yeahh i kinda expected the answer so yeah... moodless lah soo mmhmmm.... im okay ppl dont worry lah im fineee... i wont die! ahahha soo yeahh.. well im going to off com now yeahh soo yeahhh loves...
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| Saturday, July 11, 2009 |
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today was another horrible day... besides the fact that i "bumped" into yuhern at j8 with my parents... yeahh confused and scared mann... moodswinging again.... emo today sia... all i can relate now is the song my immortal by evanescence gosh no mood to post so yeah
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| Friday, July 10, 2009 |
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haha today didn't go school i had a cold and a slight headache... doctor gave me disgusting cough syrup one flu tablet and one vasican tablet[whatever that is ] hahaha the medicine is making mee super drowsyyy now haha soo im gonna take a little nappy soo yeahh... haha miss you guys in school and i know you alll will miss me to haha (: haha well see you on monday hopefully hahaah hahaa ok seriously i'm gonna sleep now haha cant stop sneezing and yawning and coughing mann! arghhhh
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| Thursday, July 9, 2009 |
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omgomggg i'm totally in love with the song "hey stephen" by taylor swift man!!!! goshh its damnn nice!!! (: ok today my friends say im mood swinging again! hahah :P i cant help it! i dont even know that im mood swinging myself lah! lol oh well... lalala ookkk im still confused siaa!!! arghhhh i hate it omg! just leave me alone mann arghhh arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i just wanna go to a place facing the sea and screammm my head out without anyone thinking that im weird! goshhh anywayyy i love the song hey stephennn mann especially the lyrics damnn sweet cann! like omgg lahh
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| Wednesday, July 8, 2009 |
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hellooooo... today moodswings again!!! arghhhhhhhhhh happy then sad then hyper then happy arghhhh!!! shits mannnnn stop it stupid brain ! hahah ok relax people i'm not really gonna kill myself i'm just saying lahh arghhhh hate my life sia.!!! hahahaa damnn itttt okk i kinda have to off com noww soo yeahh okok got to go.... hahahahha (((: lovesloves♥♥ phoebe! ♥♥
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| Tuesday, July 7, 2009 |
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today was the worst day... going to school being emo is one thing but then the next moment i was high and then emo again and now im emotionless! ... feel like dying... just feel like commiting suicide today.... i wanna get sick! just let me get sick and let me have a day or two of break! oh goshh... all i wanna do is just sit at a dark corner and cry... all this will be over in just a flash i just wanna die now... it'll be soo much better if i actually ended my life now but i'll definitely go to hell and live in fire forever and thats worse than this. so i wont keel myself.... instead i'll just sit in a dark corner in the rain and just stay there ppl wouldnt know that im crying cause im in the rain........ well i knew it from the start that i would never fine the guy... i never deserve love anw... im just a piece of useless crap. im not smart, not pretty, not anything like my other friends. falling for someone is like super painful i dunnoe maybe its cause i never felt this way before i hate it.... i guess i'm just gonna cry myself to sleep... well got to go now... not much of a mood... so yeah bye...
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| Monday, July 6, 2009 |
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last night, me, gordon, yuhern, deborah, beatrice had conference at night till everyone slowly put down one by one and i slept at 4.06am hahaa MORNING: woke up at 9.35am then fell asleep again then woke up at 10.10 and realise i overslept hahaaaa so called the rest to wake them up and then headed to meet them at aljunied mrt and headed to tampanies then we wanted to watch a horror movie but decided not to hahaa... AFTERNOON: [me,gordon,elvin,deb's bro(david), deb, yuhern and beatrice] we headed to deborah's house and studied. i did my lit and maths and english [part of english] hahahaa yeah then rested and talked and do homework again. yeah then we rested and played card games at around 6pm and elvin left... EVENING: went to the playground with the rest and played hahaa i sat on the swing.. it's been years since i sat on a swing haha we had a blast!!! hahaha yeah then headed off to mrt with beatrice while gordon and yuhern stayed on. yeap and now i'm blogging (: NOW: it was damn fun today though we were studying and doing homework, we did it in a group hahaha wosh! hahaha and had help mans! hahah good lah hahaha LETS GO STUDY AGAIN! (: hahaah damn funn hahaa _________________________________________________
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| Sunday, July 5, 2009 |
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today , went to church and then went out to lunch and headed to gordon's house. hahah played with gordon's dog , BEBE and then they played xbox hahaaa hahaaa and we watched a show callled doom haaaa yeahh gross but cool haaa yeah then headed home. took train with yuhern and yup went home ate dinner and now posting. i was watching war of the worlds just now and it was super sad. this little girl lost her brother cause the aliens bombed the place but it turns out at the end that he lived but was disfigured. though he was disfigured, he was a brave loving brother. i would want a brother like this. i miss my younger sister. i cannot help but cry when i talk about her so yeah. well i guess i shall stop here. i had fun in gordon's place hahaa but his mum was kinda scary man. yarh... so yupp well gtg now byesss
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| Saturday, July 4, 2009 |
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today went to help out in church event at pulau ubin haahaaa had fun..... will elaborate in details on another day. now damn tired... after this short post im gonna sleep. soo yeahh i had fun today and now damn tired and sleepy and helping out in event rocks well signing off phoebe! [details on next post tmrw or monday.] |
| Wednesday, July 1, 2009 |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOELLE CHEW!!! MISS CHEWYYYY HAHAAA ILOVEYOU! MUACKS! _________________________________________________ today i'm H.A.P.P.Y! (((: HAHAA... gordon tried tricking me just now haha but he failed aww hahaahaah that shows i learned from the tricked that i was tricked by joshua lui! :( _________________________________________________ today after school went swensens at J8 for joelle's birthday was the bomb... though i didnt eat much cause i was smsing butttt i ate full enough ahhaaa.... hahahaaa sooo yeahh thats bout it soo sad FARISYA is sick!!! __________________________________________________ GET WELL SOON FARISYA! ILOVE YOU!!! MUACKSSS.... MUST COMEBACK TO SCHOOL SOON OKKK!HAHHA WE'LL MISS YOU ! :) HAHA okidoki signing off phoebe!
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