i've been looking happy and laughing loads today :X but that's just a cover...
like when they say dont judge a book by its cover...
well all i know is that today well walking home, i heard you're favourite song... it reminded me of you playing the guitar and singing that song with me... and somehow today everything comes with a message... i think it's just me though...
well somehow you're just stuck in my head huh! i dont know bout wednesday but i just really dont know okk...
sometimes i just wish i could just be a normal kid who just studies well and just be herself but now i'm just so used to putting a cover in front of my friends... seeing me happy and cheerful... i wish i was that but sadly i'm not feeling that way though...
5 months and it flew past just like this and now 1 day seems to me like a million years...
i just want the days to pass right now... i just want it to be a friday night then i can talk on the phone all night and the next day go to church to help out in the event and on sun have church...
church is my only relax place now... no stress... friends that i can share my thoughts with, friends that i can just spend time with and have a blast but no i have to go through this day and tuesday and wednesday and thursday... i just want it to be a friday already...
i really hate this feeling...
well not much of a colourful post huh... i guess you could say sad... now this is the only place i can review the real me inside. i guess...

signing off
phoebe...