| Thursday, August 20, 2009 |
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sad to say i'm running a fever... :/ today and ytd and my temperature is really on and off its like high and then low and then high and arhhh hahaha i really hope i can go school tmrw... if i still have fever tmrw i'll have to go see the doctor again sigh... just hope i get well before the weekends come... its the weekends i dont want to spend the weekends lying in bed at home :/ and i got loads to catch up in school after this two days of mc ): sadded. thanks all for your prayers (: i'm sure God will put his healing hand on me (: thanks ya'll (: oh and one more thing, if i ever cut myself or do something ridiculous(not including suicide cause i won't do that haha thats too extreme) please slap me awake thankyou! i'm not kidding i'm being serious about this ok ! thanks all (: people don't worry bout be ok (: i'm sure i'll do fine after awhile. it just takes time yeah (: with this situation i'm in i'll probably just have to try my best to solve this without anything else happening and i'm sure i'll pass with all my friends help and God (: i'll think positive. put it in the way that this is a test God put me into (: so i should try my best to get this problems over with and i'll grow much closer to God and actually mature (: i may be 14 but this problems really is driving me nuts but with all my beloved friends support, God's helping hands i'm sure i'll be able to survive this battle against the temptation of satan's making me cut myself and going nuts. but i'm sure i'll win this battle as i know that all my friends are supporting me behind (: my sissy just came home and she was like it's already 2 and you haven't ate lunch! YOU BETTER GO EAT! hahaa... now i know many do care for me. my sissy do care for me it's just that she shows it in some other form not direct but i can feel her love (: hahaa alright i shall end here don't know what to blog bout anymore haha (: i miss everyone in school ): i wanna get well soon (; thanks for the prayers(: iloveya'll! muacks! xoxo phoebe! |