| Friday, September 4, 2009 |
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i've been thinking this past few days... not smsing a lot of ppl for this 2 days really works. i was able to think properly of what i should do and not to do. what was going on in my life and what was not. what was right and what was wrong. what i was confused about and what i just want to let go. it's been a lot of thinking and probably my school friends could tell as i apparantly to their surprise, i wasnt smsing during meals. heh. WELL, so yeah i can finally think properly and not outta my mind and going insane. i'm alright now i guess. well thats what i think. haha... been closer growing closer to friends lately (: which is good! well besides that, I RECEIVED MY REPORT FILE TODAY! i am sooo screwed when i tell my mum about it tmrw but yeah i have to face it sooner or later so yeap! hope i'll survive! i failed science, maths and geography. i got all 40+ like wth!!! though the so called CAs which i dont have was a whole load of small little tiny test around the term and our homeworks. so when i was absent i got a 0 soooo thats a sad thing thats why i failed ))): but nvm i shall study harder this hols and prove to my mother (: after hols its 2 weeks to EOY that means STREAMING! GOSH! I'M SCARED! I SHOULD START CHOINGING NOW THOUGH but i'm really relax which is a BAD THING! soo yeah i'm gonna start studying so yeappp JIAYOUJIAYOU PHOEBE! YOU CAN DO IT! 3 WEEKS TO EOY/STREAMING and then its PARTY!!! got a few parties after EOY/ STREAMING sooo for the sake of being able to attend the parties and being able to get the marks i want so i can go to the future school i wanna go and cause it's streaming and i have to work hard and all my best this yearr!!! I AM GOING TO CHOING! NO MORE RELAXING! though a little late to start but its better than NOTHING so lets go lets go PHOEBE! JIAYOUJIAYOU 2/5! STREAMING IS COMING WE CAN DO THIS BABES! JIAYOUUUUUUU START STUDYING ARH PPL! DONT STILL SIT THERE LAY EGGS LIKE WHAT ms sin[guitar instructor] says haha STOP LAYING EGGS hahaha!!!! soo come on come one STUDY STUDY ((((: JIAYOU! okkk i shall go sleep noww haha its already 12~ HAHAHA and its hols! that means 3 more weeks to EOYs... during hols i shall mugggg man muggg hahahaha ANYBODY WANNA GO STUDY WITH ME???? PLEASE??? I CANT STUDY ALONE! I'LL FALL ASLEEP HAHA :X BUCK UP ON MY MATHS AND SCIENCE MAN! MUST MUST MUST! GOGOGOO PHOEBE! JIAYOU! nightsnights! lovelove xoxoxoxo! phoebe!!!!!!!!! <33 |