| Monday, December 7, 2009 |
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07122009, monday. today i spent the day at home. stonning again. my mother just called me to start A math tuition, i'm not prepared mentally yet! and obviously i cant tell her why... coz she'll kill me if she knows why. and she just screamed to me on the phone! wth! i feel like an ant being squashed by a pile of rocks! im just not ready to start yet! nothing will be able to sink in! i mean like seriously... breakdown ytd, today i'm not okay emotionally and i'm still thinking of things and suddenly she ask me to go for A math tuition? like c' mon seriously! can't we just start after rhema? or christmas? i dont want to start now! i have soo many things in my head and i'm really paranoid now! God save me. hate my life hate my life hate my life! |