| Sunday, December 6, 2009 |
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hey everyone. thanks for the relink (: if you realised that i have deleted all the previous 25 post of my life, cause i didnt want to remember anything that happend this past few weeks/months. im sick and tired of everything that has been going on in my life. i give up. i swear i do. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm not mad or anything lah i'm just totally paranoid with my life. thats all. wish them both a happy happy little relationship then (: as long as you're happy. ANYWAY , TODAY went to trinity @ adam rd. i reall y kinda like it there. i feel like i've been free from my own ppl. you know like i dont have to put on a mask infront of them. afraid that they will never accept me for the way i am. though i felt a little awkward at trinity cause i dont know anyone but there were people who made me feel welcomed (: sorry but it's just me lah. I'M SHY ): anyway my mother wont allow me to change church even if i asked. so im not gonna bother asking her for now. i guess i'll go to trinity like in the middle of a month. like at least a week per month i guess. i know its not good but since i cant move permantnantly, that's the least i could do to figure out somethings. yeah (: well okay i shall end here for today. i dont really feel like blogging bout anything right now. so yearh . i feel like i'm gonna blow... i swear! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm currently watching the spd charity show. it's so sad ): they are so poor thing. my daddy gonna call (: i realise they have been borned like that, they try and perservere to survive, to keep going on and me? i'm just wasting my life doing stupid things not appreciating what i have and the life i have been given without any disabilities. i'm soo conplaciant(however it's spelled.) okay back to stuff, i wish you guys a happy long relationship(: be happy. loves xoxo, phoebe. |