| Monday, February 22, 2010 |
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man this blog is really died! haha! anyway, ytd in church. it impacted me alot. loving your neighbour. knowing that i have so many friends supporting me behind was really great. i dont know if i can survive in school but i have to, and just like what bea and denise said, "stay strong and never give up" i dont have a choice! hah! so i will and i will do my best (: school is meant to be there for studying, not made to make friends all over singapore. i guess there are ups and downs in life but knowing that i still have friends out there behind me giving me support and to not give up, it's tough but i guess its possible. just hand my time to God. i'm sure he'll make everything better and if they hate me, i'll love them twice more! the more they hate me, the more i'll love them. even my sister talked to me about it and prayed for me. life may not be easy and i dont know how or what to do, i've done everything i can and i'll just have to leave the rest in the hands of God. sometimes i really feel like changing school... but thinking back, how i've been given a chance to go to TT, would totally be a waste if i changed school. yeah maybe the ppl there are mostly like this but i know that God is beside me everyday and there to guide me through tough times. it's hard but i'm sure i'll pull through. " so do not fear, for i am with you; do not be dismayed, for i am your God. i will strenghten you and help you; i will uphold yo"u with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10 |